I DID IT!!! 131.8!!!!!
I thought it was a long shot but I guess not J
My husband was a little irritated with me last night as we had a movie night and I would not partake in his Halloween candy “chowdown.” I will admit I would have loved a Mars bar but I know the taste would have only lasted for a minute and I would have felt guilty over it the rest of the night.
The day kind of took a downward turn this afternoon but I managed to keep everything under control. My hubby came home with my favourite Orange Julius and of course I couldn’t say no or he would start to suspect. There is 350 caloriess down the drain.
Skipped dinner tomight due to the overwhelming afternoon snack, and feeling great. No more food for me tonight.
Lunch - 230cal
Ham, Tomato, lettuce, pickle and Cheese Sandwich
Afternoon Snack - 350cal
Orange Julius
I am feeling bloated this evening and don’t expect a great weight loss for tomorrow. Goal is 131.5 though. Have a great night all!!!
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Friday, October 8, 2010
October 8, 2010
Wow, I can see it is going to be all too easy to get back into my old routines… I am unsure if this is a good thing or not.
Stepped on the scale this morning and registered 132.9 and got a serious taste of an old addiction. It felt amazing to see that number drop by ½ a pound, so amazing that I decided to skip breakfast, when lunch came around I wanted to skip that too. I totally was going too til my conscience kicked in and I remembered the vicious cycle I found myself in last time - fasting and binging. I vow to never return there, I will do this half decently healthily or not at all…
I went out and bought myself some new workout gear to get me motivated. I forgot how much fun wii fit was, although I did not like the 20lb gain on weigh-in ): I think it gave me even more inspiration though.
No road blocks for me today and I am impressed with my willpower. Made Banana Bread this afternoon and the sight of it made me nauseous. I guess that tells you a little about my cooking (: Haha
Daily Calorie Intake - 684cal
Breakfast - 0
Lunch - 179cal
Ham and Cheese Sandwich
Supper - 505cal ):
Spaghetti with Carrots, Red Pepper, Mushrooms and Broccoli
Not feeling hungry in the slightest and can’t wait to see what tomorrow brings on the scales…I am aiming for 131.9 or less. Here’s Hoping
Stepped on the scale this morning and registered 132.9 and got a serious taste of an old addiction. It felt amazing to see that number drop by ½ a pound, so amazing that I decided to skip breakfast, when lunch came around I wanted to skip that too. I totally was going too til my conscience kicked in and I remembered the vicious cycle I found myself in last time - fasting and binging. I vow to never return there, I will do this half decently healthily or not at all…
I went out and bought myself some new workout gear to get me motivated. I forgot how much fun wii fit was, although I did not like the 20lb gain on weigh-in ): I think it gave me even more inspiration though.
No road blocks for me today and I am impressed with my willpower. Made Banana Bread this afternoon and the sight of it made me nauseous. I guess that tells you a little about my cooking (: Haha
Daily Calorie Intake - 684cal
Breakfast - 0
Lunch - 179cal
Ham and Cheese Sandwich
Supper - 505cal ):
Spaghetti with Carrots, Red Pepper, Mushrooms and Broccoli
Not feeling hungry in the slightest and can’t wait to see what tomorrow brings on the scales…I am aiming for 131.9 or less. Here’s Hoping
October 7, 2010
I am not really sure how to start this, it shouldn't be too difficult really as I am sure nobody will ever read this.
I alway had an ED throughout highschool. Anorexia? Maybe, really unsure though as it was never diagnosed. My lack of willpower and binges covered my ED well as I never did get to that alarmingly famished point.
I met and fell in love my husband and got pregnant with my beautiful baby girl. My dieting ways got put on the back burner for the future health of myself and my baby.
Because I had been depriving my body of the nutrients it craved so much I ballooned up to 160lbs putting on a whopping 45lbs. I never felt as sexy or as confident about my body as did when I was pregnant. Nothing mattered more to me than the life I was carrying inside of me.
My gorgeous babe is now 6 months old a d I am still carrying around 20 extra pounds of baby weight.
I started my diet this morning and I weighed in at an alarming 133.4lbs. I ate very well today:
Breakfast - 84cal
Canteloupe & yogurt
Lunch - 200cal
Campbell's Healthy Harvest Souo
Coke Zero
Dinner - 413cal
Sm Steak - 206cal
Baby potatoes - 146cal
Veggie Mix - 61cal
I know that I cannot do the fasting diet which would definitely be the most effective as I will just Binge like crazy.
Here's to hoping tomorrow will be just as good.
One more day closer to perfection
I alway had an ED throughout highschool. Anorexia? Maybe, really unsure though as it was never diagnosed. My lack of willpower and binges covered my ED well as I never did get to that alarmingly famished point.
I met and fell in love my husband and got pregnant with my beautiful baby girl. My dieting ways got put on the back burner for the future health of myself and my baby.
Because I had been depriving my body of the nutrients it craved so much I ballooned up to 160lbs putting on a whopping 45lbs. I never felt as sexy or as confident about my body as did when I was pregnant. Nothing mattered more to me than the life I was carrying inside of me.
My gorgeous babe is now 6 months old a d I am still carrying around 20 extra pounds of baby weight.
I started my diet this morning and I weighed in at an alarming 133.4lbs. I ate very well today:
Breakfast - 84cal
Canteloupe & yogurt
Lunch - 200cal
Campbell's Healthy Harvest Souo
Coke Zero
Dinner - 413cal
Sm Steak - 206cal
Baby potatoes - 146cal
Veggie Mix - 61cal
I know that I cannot do the fasting diet which would definitely be the most effective as I will just Binge like crazy.
Here's to hoping tomorrow will be just as good.
One more day closer to perfection
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