October 7, 2010

I am not really sure how to start this, it shouldn't be too difficult really as I am sure nobody will ever read this.

I alway had an ED throughout highschool. Anorexia? Maybe, really unsure though as it was never diagnosed. My lack of willpower and binges covered my ED well as I never did get to that alarmingly famished point.

I met and fell in love my husband and got pregnant with my beautiful baby girl. My dieting ways got put on the back burner for the future health of myself and my baby.

Because I had been depriving my body of the nutrients it craved so much I ballooned up to 160lbs putting on a whopping 45lbs. I never felt as sexy or as confident about my body as did when I was pregnant. Nothing mattered more to me than the life I was carrying inside of me.

My gorgeous babe is now 6 months old a d I am still carrying around 20 extra pounds of baby weight.

I started my diet this morning and I weighed in at an alarming 133.4lbs. I ate very well today:

Breakfast - 84cal
Canteloupe & yogurt

Lunch - 200cal
Campbell's Healthy Harvest Souo
Coke Zero

Dinner - 413cal
Sm Steak - 206cal
Baby potatoes - 146cal
Veggie Mix - 61cal

I know that I cannot do the fasting diet which would definitely be the most effective as I will just Binge like crazy.

Here's to hoping tomorrow will be just as good.

One more day closer to perfection